bery tired.

I think my cat is making my hands swell by sitting on my forearms while I type. I'm not entirely sure the two things are actually related, but it seems somewhat plausible. My hands feel dry and itchy and puffy, and my cat is somewhat inhibiting the flow of blood to the area. Darn cat.

Course, I could just move him. But he looks so comfy!

*sigh*... unfortunately, my cats are completely aware of who runs this household, and let me tell you, it's not on two legs.

I think our dishwasher is broken, but I'm not sure because I've never actually run it myself before. I could just be inept. Either way, the dishes are currently not getting clean. My paper that is due tomorrow is about 1/2 done. I am going to go drink water and try to make my hands less itchy and puffy.

OH. 20.1" LCD monitor of shininess. +5 to viewing and all headache checks. Gentoo is currently a *tiny* bit broken, because Andrew is fixing things. I can't actually log in right now. Or do... anything. But when things are done getting fixed, it should solve a lot of problems I've been having. Yay!

I really should not stay up past 11 when I'm by myself. Emo-tasticness ensues.

I want to fix things with people. There are at least four distinct situations with different people that vary from mildly to exceedingly unpleasant, and each one makes me feel a little more like a terrible person. I don't like having things hanging unresolved. I know a lot of people, and I have a tendency to make friends with people who don't open up very easily. It's almost like I refuse to accept their refusal to accept true friendships. Only now I'm starting to wonder if friendship with me is any better than none. I always mean well, but somehow I always end up hurting people anyway.

Bah. I guess I just have to pay more attention, try harder, whatever it takes.

First I should go to bed though.

Tasty.

Cream of Wheat is one of my favorite breakfasts ever. Probably partly because it reminds me of my mommy, but also because it tastes darn good with a little butter and salt, or a little butter and sugar, or a little butter and brown sugar, or just butter, or just sugar, or without anything.... I just like it.

I am less than impressed with the new blogger, after all the frustrations I went through to get it. Now it's on the wrong google account too, and in order to log in I automatically log out of all my other google services. Also, support for my issues was non-existant even after submitting three tickets.

I have a paper, a pre-lab, a post-lab, and several days worth of circuits problems to do before tomorrow. I am rather frustrated with myself for not being able to finish it earlier (I did try, a lot), so I'm going to sit and listen to depressing music and work on the paper for a while.

I hate writing so much.

Moogle.

I am doing awesomely. Except that the speech I was supposed to turn in wednesday is not turned in. It might be turned in tomorrow... if I get around to writing it.

I'm tired, and sleepy (two very different things, but in this case I am both). This would be cool, except that the aforementioned speech still isn't written.

I like people. My roommate sees me maybe once a month these days. I feel kind of bad about that. Food is good to have.

The End.

Woot.

I got my moneys. Only a month after the quarter began. Yay, now I can buy food.

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That is the sound of the weekend flying by. Did you hear anything? That's just how fast it was. And how gone.

Actually monday and tuesday are pretty gone too, at this point. Test and speech tomorrow. The test in speech today went fine, it was ridiculously boring and entirely based off of random buzzwords that the book likes to use.

The weekend was really really fun (sharon, cameron, andrew and I went to housesit at andrew's parents' house in anacortes, and played games all weekend), but both sharon and I have some catching up to do now. Oh well, there's not much we can do about it now other than fix it.

I've forgotten how to play with the internet.

Tonight is the first night since the beginning of the quarter that I haven't been staying up late to finish homework. I got on the internet and realized that I didn't know where to start. It's been a very long time since I spent hours just browsing the internet, and I don't even remember what I *did* with all that time. Or the things I do remember, I can't remember how it managed to occupy my attention for so long.

I guess this is a good thing? My schoolwork is getting done, except when there is quite literally just too much to do in one night. So far this has only actually happened once.

This weekend I might even have some free time! I'm excited.

Very few people read this anymore. Perhaps it's just that the people I never see just don't think about it anymore, and the people I see all the time talk to me "in real life."

Someday I will retire this blog and post it somewhere hidden in a corner where people who know about it can look at it for nostalgia's sake. But that probably won't happen until I have something actually useful to do with this site.

harr.

New Phone!!!!

I got a new phone. I got it for -$25 on amazon.com, so I have a new number. If you want it, call my old phone and listen to the voicemail message... or e-mail me or IM me or something.

It's also an mp3 player. And it has bluetooth. It's no iPhone, but it's shiny. It's a samsung D807, if you care to look it up and see how shiny it is.

Shiny.

Oh, also, I'm suffering from homework-induced tuberculosis or something. I have homework for my homework. I have homework for my homework's homework. Hopefully it will stop being so insane about a month before the quarter ends (since I will have finished everything I need to do for speech), but right now it's pretty hellish.

And my roommate sees me about once a week, for five minutes. :(