I have nothing important to say really. I passed.
I really hope I'm doing the right thing. I really hope this is where I'm supposed to be. I really hope I still enjoy it ten or twenty years from now. Maybe it's a complete waste of a hell of a lot of government money, and I'll spend all of my life taking care of kids instead of working. As much as I dislike the idea of women being just homemakers, there are a lot of women who want that more than anything. And there aren't many women who don't want it at all.
I don't know why I got on this train of thought... I guess I just really really really hate school, and I wonder whether it's worth it or not. But I'm not paying for it, I can't really say it's not worth it. I want all the knowledge to just be packed into my brain, so I don't have to do shitty things like papers and homework. I want to instantly be crazy good at all sorts of cool things.
I've got a brain, it has to be good for *something*. I'm fed up with not doing well in school, just because the out of class work sickens me. I need to just get over it, but I can't, I've tried. I need to stop hanging out with people instead of doing work, but if I sit at home I still don't do it, I'm just sitting at home not doing it. Sometimes I get really sick of myself.
Bleh. Sorry for the emo cluttering your feeds.